Hi Jaxx,
It sounds like your pain is overwhelming you. I’ve experienced fatigue and muscle spasms, but not to that degree. I know we have coached people with similar issues. The only thing that helped me was coaching. It is a good community of people who understand the issues those of us with chronic pain have to live with. I wish there was a quick solution, but for me, it has taken years. I use many tools to manage my pain and keep myself less depressed and more functional. It is a lifelong struggle, but well worth it. How have you been this week?