Good to see you on the forum. I hurt just reading your post. I have back and foot pain, but nothing like what you must be feeling.
Have you thought about joining us during chat? Many who participate can help you with more support and suggestions from their life experiences. There are guys as well as gals (as my Texas friends would say). We would love to see you there—any M, W, F from 11am-12pm ET. In the near future, we plan to offer them more frequently and with special topics.
Welcome to our pain community!